the NEW weiihao

mayybee its too hardd..

2009-02-08T04:28:00.003+08:00

MAYBE...
Iff i were better
MAYBE
Iff you loved me more
MAYBE
Iff we could put things together
MAYBE
Iff i tried harder
MAYBE
Iff i had more time

I would be with you by now.

BUT now...
maybe...
i should give up

heyy guyys

2009-01-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

i don't know whats up lately.
feelings are'nt fading
but im just feeling not right.
the insercurity, the jealousy.
everything..
i just dont know what to de know man.
everything is cocked up and .
im really lost.
dont ask why.
just read and shush.
i <3>

dayyys

2009-01-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

happy , sad whatever.

wed
woke up late, did lms.
rot.
rawhs

thurs
wokeup late again, loged in lms, rot
then went find junxian.

fri
happy day lols
com cannot work
so went jx house find him and viv
went bugis lols
they bought alot of things
lols
i bought red formal, lols jes didnt like it , said can find better ones (:
and a black skinny tie. lols(LOST)
cool rite?
haiis sad ar
whatever , who cares ><
then went home to do almost nothing then set off to viv's place
hahas
her parents took us to china town to walk walk
theres jes, viv, me, junxian and rach.
lols no space on the car so viv sit on jiejie's legg , boon sit on mine lols
super funn hao ma?
lols
we joked on the car lols
the whole car was super cold thanks to me (:
lols
they suan me infront of viv's daddy and mommy T-T
no face liaos
hahas
then i dun wanna talk.
then we went eating in kopi tiam
lols
super full la hahas
then we went walkwalk in the streets
hahs
manymany funny stuffs there and i loved the dayy.
hahs
after that we went on the car again then went to katib ba lols the prawns fishing there i was the second day le lols
we had some green tea and vodka.
they say no kick de so i never try lols
played pool and had fun , blahblah .
hahs
then went home le
haddd super fun dayyy
i love their parents!!
theyy rawkkk!!!
<3
before we left the place,
viv and me saw super loads of stars...
i regreted playing pool..
should watched stars instead..

sat
nothing to do at home .
woke up in after noon and watched tv
jx com crashed so i went see
and slacked with himm
then went lan
play few hours and went home

sun -today
lols woke up after jes called.
say i pig ARGGGHHH
she also pig hao ma!!
hahas
play pool lols
sad SHE not there lols super fun larrs!
but she not there..

anywayys...
i will want to go back again.. one night
with her.
to watch the sun set
the appereance of the stars,, till morning comes.
and watch the sun rise .
if only...

cries or laughter.

2009-01-13T22:04:00.003+08:00

i never knew it could kill just by being jealous.

who knows when will it happen on me..
im getting jealous just by looking or even hearing what she did with other guys.
even though they are just friends...
i dont know,,,
waited for so long...
i never minded the time ive waited.
but im just afraid to get hurt.
maybe because of my first experience...
or maybe its just the lack of her comfort.
she always give me the feeling that i might lose her anytime.
i dont feel safe.
this is before we are together.
what will happen if we really made things out..?

that question came to my mind today.
after thinking of it...
i felt really down (emotional)
i really need her but when will i lose her?
plus i have so many weak points ,
i am not that mr perfect.
who am i ?
im just an ordinary guy with loads of bad points.
so what if i like her?

any idea how i fell in love with her..?
it was never something on purpose.
i dont know when .
but on that day,
when i saw her that very day,
i knew she was it.
i fell in love,
or maybe into this state,
this state of helplessness.
i never will mention unhappiness because i am happy.
with her.
just being able to see her for this few months..
i had happy memories..
even thought we had unhappy times,
we went though it together right?...
who would know.. i will fall into this darkness..

do you know me,, well let me tall you.
no one does.
even i dont
how would you?

FCUK

2009-01-11T11:18:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU.
what the hell sia.
you know already.
how hard it is for us to communicate.
why the fcuk did you scold me for?
i never spoke back because i did not want to quarrel.
are you that dumb?
you dont know why the fcuk did i not reply everytime you scolded me?

HERE THE FCUKING TRUTH.
I AM INTELLIGENT ENOUGH TO KNOW WHEN SHOULD I REPLY AND WHEN SHOULD I NOT REPLY TO YOUR FCUKINGLY STU`PID CONVERSATIONS OF YOURS.

dont think that im just a push over if i dont reply to you .
I JUST DID NOT WANNA WASTE MY TIME.
you think you can win if we fight?
the answer is yes but its only because I LET YOU WIN.
growing up , if theres one thing i learned most is to have THE FCUKING RESPECT FOR ELDERS AND FRIENDS.

well heres ANOTHER SHOCKING TRUTH.
IF I GET INTO A FIGHT, I WILL WIN .
BECAUSE I RESPECT MYSELF AND IF I FIGHT WITH ANY FCUKING PERSON.
I ONLY FIGHT BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING TO PROTECT.

and the guy i scolded in class a few days ago,
I DONT NEED ANGER MANAGEMENT.
YOU SEE THAT GUY ABOVE CAUSED ALL THIS.
YOU GET RID OF HIM , EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE.
WELL BUT YOU CANT
HE IS MY FCUKING FATHER!.
SO FCUK OFF AND STOP YEKING ABOUT WHY I SHOUTED.

FUCK.

2009-01-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

HAHAHS
please i hate that small headed big body freak.
shouted at that freak in class and her wanted to report.
wtf fun ha
i just hate to get ruined in your dirty hands
kns i dont mind kane-ing anyway but this is my last year, clean recort fot 3 years and now this?
child like bustard. ;D
now have to write 350 words for him :/
shit him. -.-

haiss so sian wised i could do something more with life.

tts all . b readers.

2009-01-01T10:41:00.001+08:00

TMD
have own blog go extra other ppl's blog
si bei bo liao.

btw hongster here xD
i will never die cus
-hongster never die xD

rawhs

2009-01-01T10:39:00.000+08:00

hello! :D
this is someone here :}

poh wei hao is shoooo LAZY.
seeee, i'm shooo good, help him update blog.

anyways,
Happy New Year to everyone :}

can yoo uu believe weiihao, actually does his homework?
call him and ask him ok!
goodbyes!

blog

2008-12-16T11:22:00.000+08:00

not going to post on what happen during overseas trip ..
well
many things happened this few MONTHS when i left my blog dead.

ya i know things change , heart changes and most of all people changes.
but never did i know it will happen so fast...
i was'nt ready.

me?
i've changed alot.
vivian, sorry to disappoint you but i just don't really feel like myself when im in church.
it is as if im acting .
i dont like doing that, i wanna be myself.

so ... pls stop asking me if i wana go for church events..
i really feel guilty when rejecting invitations from you...
really..

i only wanna be myself infront of people i cherish, acting to be someone else is like lying .
and lying is one thing, but lying to people you love / cherish. that is really against what i would want to do...

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Christmas present ?
hahas her~

long time no seeees !!!

2008-10-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

lols i misss my bloggie!!
but exams ==
anywayys i still came backkkkk :DDDD
hahas even though its during exams ,,
everyone ,, well most of the people is super relaxed
including mee of cuz
hahas eve can go disturb teachers and even make themm ' tu lan '
hahas
hahas today for example ,, hahsas we playing basketball he say we must go home change ==
then he said iwe must be out if school attire
so one of us asked,, can take off clothes mah larrs.
then he said yes ,, super confident that none of us will dare.
hahas
i took off,, well at least for awhile.
the rest exept for engcheng dared to take off ==
alviss 1st to say no ==
super gayyyyyy
LOL
cannot blame him larrs ppl rich sehh
body cannot givv ppl see de.
hahas
goodlucks too all ppl
ands once again

Happy Belated Birthday to VIVIAN

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noob quizz

2008-09-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

1.The person who tag you is.
rach

2.Your relationship with him/her is
Ah MAMA

3.Your five impression of him/her.
big eyes, big mouth, big noes, big ears, big head :D

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.
treat me breezer LOLS

5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you .
have ar?

6.If he/she is your lover,you will..
slap myself thn call police catch me to jail for being unfaithful :D ( tt is most unlikely to happen)

7.If he/she is your lover.The thing he/she has to improve on will be..
find someone else?

8.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will.
kick her !! muhahahahahahahahaha!!~~~

9.If he/she becomes your enemy,The reasons will be..
kicking me XD

10.The most desired thing to do for him/her now is. all the best for everything she does.
truthfully nothing lehhs

11.Your overall impression of her.. good.
vry vry vry... duno lehhs

12.How you think ppl around u will feel about you.
hahahs irritating, noisy, mad? some commented me to be emo :/

13.The characters you love about yourself..
clever

14.On the contray,The char you hate yourself are.
hehes too beliving

15.The most ideal person u wanna be is..
handsome and cute :D more loving xD

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
i care and love you more :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.It's typed randomly, no preference whatsoever

1.vivian
2.junxian
3.sooneng
4.alvin
5.jas CHUA!
6.james
7. julia
8. adrealle
9. lovell
10. aaron

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
NO ONE ==

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female? hahas

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they dun even noe each other! ,, well i think

22. What is no.2 studying about?
sleep and how to sleep without being waked up?

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
last sat? lols sms on sun

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
no idea but she sure loves money !!

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
yeahhs no 5!

26. Will you woo no.3?
no i must be faithful :D

27. How about no.7?
nopes XX.

28. Is no.4 single?
yeahhs

29. What is the surname of no.5?
chua xD

30. What 's the hobby of no.10? .
badminton?

31.Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
they dun noe each other

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
beside my seat?

33. Talk something casually about no.1.
hehes eveything nice

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
honestly think so :x BEFORE ONLY

35. Where does no.9 live at?
admiralty?

36. What colour does no.4 like ?
green

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
they are sisters!

38. Does no.1 have any pets?
nopes :D

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
maybe some other ppl think so but not really to me :D

40. What is no. 10 doing now?
complaining bout the sun burn

2008-08-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

wooots!
mission finished hahas
well duno why feel happier this few dayys ;DD
good things happens so quickly
hahas
lols butt i wasted alot of moneyy
DD:
nothing much happened larrs

why.

2008-08-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

FINNAILLLLLLYYYYYYY

common test overrrrr :DDD

hahas

grats to all that think it was easy

but for those who did not think they will pass,, grats on scoring more than me :DD

but seriously... i hope everybody do well.. especially someone and i wilkl pray for you guys man!

haiss

many things happened.

WOOTS!

well happy that something gooood happened...

firstly,, i went to m'sia for a not so fun 'fun'

hahas

well firstly went to the bus at around 6 OMG SO EARLY for a saturday morning

something happened at home off cuz.

hahas was waking bro up by trowing my teddy bear at him :x

SORRY CHERYL!!

miss treated itt DD:

but it worked :D

hahas that was the fun part.

then we went to wait for the bus

there we met up with all cousins and some family friends

saw some schl mates :XX

weiihui,, well i think only her bahhs

and some familiar faces just cant rmb their names

on the bus well nothing much to do so slept. hahas

im a si zhu( dead pig )

hahas

then got to the check point.

SUPER TU LAN

the ppl there so rude!!

i hope htey change their attitude or ppl may complain...

anyhow scold ppl

DD:

badbad.

woots!

the crossed the bridge hahas SO COOL!!! ._.

hahas saw the sun rise..

super nice okaye?

only tt shes not there or i sure super happy till can jump into the sea de :DD

hahas

dint take pic of that. D:

then we crossed the check point in m'sia ,, the ppl super friendly hahas , even though they dun speak much.

hahas

but still better rite?

hahas

then everyone suddenly started taking photos :XX

HOW I I GET LEFT OUT???

my clothings :DD
hahas

:DD lighting effect best!!
like mv!!
hahas

HIDDE!!

wooo and this is wei hui's little bro,, they look alike rite? LOL
SUPER PLAYFUL AR HE ,, LIKE JONAS.

then it was breakfast :D
WOOO

personal favourate,, TEH BENG!!

wanton NOODLES!!

lols then went chocolates hunting :XX
SUPER EXPENSIVE ARRR
hahas tthen went to a ,, erm like park or farm place...
have many many plants
:PP

the entrance was super fantasy like sia.. super nice
even though i just woke upp :PP

these are plastic trees!!! i taught everybody liaoos ;D

plasticc treee!!

then hav farms hahas animals!!!

please do not cross the yellow line!

they very guaii leh never go across de!!

sleeping owl!!
i think i should become owl liaos not pig :PP
cus i think i sleep with a smile de :x

lols then went to the ostrich farm
learn alot of things lehh!
ostrich living style
hahas
the eat too much msg liao all feathers drop :XXX

this one buttok no hair,, and it just peed and shitted.
:DD

saw chickens with spiked hair XDDD
COOL??
woots!!

lols and their eggs can be olympic weight lifters lurr!!
they weight around 1kg bah i thinkl lesser...
they can withstand 130++ weight !!!
cool rite?
hahas XD

then we ate lunch,, LOBSTER!!!
baby de =.=
hahas
then went and but souvenirs
lols sorry rach!!
never find anything suitable for you de..

hahas then we went shopping :x
their shopping centers nothing to buy de :XX
only hav arcade attractive
hahas
datona.
lols 1 game = 1dollar m'sia dollars
which is = less than $o.50!!!
woots!!

then dinner :XX
hahas i can drink a glass down without using my hands!! well with my mouths only :DD
abit disgusting

then went to see fire flies...
before boarding the boat we did some stupid actions infront of our cams xD
hahas
duno who have the photos DD:
i think my cousins lols wannt go find from my links lurr..
lols
fire flies are beautiful,, they are very small and harmless,, they are gentle well everythings good larrs
lols wish you were there..

next day went movies hahas money not enough :PP

lols then common test lurr...

LAOPO.. iff you read this... well im not trying to like say anything bad ..
just that i feel apart from you..
your just going out of my reach...
if you need a listening ear...
just call me...
ill always be here waiting...

todayss

2008-07-30T22:40:00.000+08:00

hahas nothing much but a super hot dayy.
most sianned(worst) part of the day is in s.s. hahas.
its so predicted that i will FAIL~~
LOLs
hahas
rach says that she will improve my ss :DD
hahas
that is if she is my fairy god mother hahas

hahas
el test die also hahas i fell asleep half wayy LOL
day dream bahhs :xx
STUPIDDD
><
WORST chem went out refill water bottle,, faris one :DD
kena punished stand outside class DD:
lols SAD CASE
hahas quite fun though :DD

then stayed back studdie..
never go robotics cuz cannot think of any workable robot... 2 weeks build 3 complicated robots without brainstorming... super stressed..
THATT ALOY LARRS
NEVER LET ME REST D:
ALL HIS FAULT!!
hahas jkjk

anywayys an enjoyable dayy :DD

you made this boy's life shine like a star again ,, even brighter than before
eveyday,, he grows closer to you.. hoping that you will see his cravings for your love...
he just needs abit of your love and caring each day, that enough, enough for him...

ALL FUCKED UP

2008-07-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

well the moment i stepped home ... my dad looked weird...
and after something happened in my phone,, i knew something bad was going to happen.
because every time something good happens ,, itt will follow up with something bad.
my dad blasted at me during dinner after i asked if i can go out.
WTF did I DO???
KNN.
CONGRATS WEIIHAO
you just got another chance of being grounded!!
...
i wanted to tell them about my improvement in a math and Chinese ..
well that's the end bah.
i wanted to make them proud or even a bit happy ..
well he just destroyed my chance to be praised. he just ended everything i have for him.
i really think im a failure.
it just sucks to do this.
im sick of shouting already.
shouting at you is the last thing i want to do man.
JUST ... LEAVE ME ALONE...

2008-07-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

today nth much happen...
lols after got home,,
saw sth xD super funny make sure you watch xD
x33 xiao zhu man!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RK4cGF7jXzA&NR=1

blehhs blehhs

2008-07-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

today LOL NOTHING TO WRITE ACTUALLY :D
slept almost the whole day in school,,
LOL THE WORST NEWS IS THAT I AM SUPER CARELESS
2 questions in a maths made me FAIL << WTF
FCUK!!
Zzz 1st ,, i written down wrong symbol (-) into (+) TOOOTS!!!
then ,, WRONG POWER..
SIANNS!!
ouu have one more..
i 1stly writen down the correct answer,, then literally canceled it out for NOTHING!!
OMG =.=

then we went back into class .
hrs sam was there and wdf she went mad.
well if you had not got the picture,, hey dude you are targeting innocent parties!!
anyhow trow people's files stfu.
the mr tan jun jie started going mad after the teachers left.
he went and told the guys in class to go 1 on 1 sparing with him ,, WOW FATTIE you are BRAVE TO TARGET MY FRIENDS
ill tell you ,, brave,, but foolish.
you wanna touch them,, challenge me 1st.
i WILL NEVER let my friends get hurt man.
and get the picture clear,, NEVER TRY TO KIDD WITH ME IN THIS KIND OF MATTERS.

well alrite with the fat boy hahas

after that james bugged me to lend himm jacket
i remembered that i did not bring my keys and no one's at home lols well i fround out at amk tt the keys were in my baggie ><

we went to eat at amk hub
AND ADSS KIDS ARE NICE KIDDS:D
he helped stack the plates and bowls up:D
hahad after we ate,, vivi went to get her ezlink card done up :D
AND I GOT THE PHOTO :D~~
hahas not going to show you alls :D

okok then we got home then BYEBYE :D

SIAN

2008-06-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

LOL my holiday too busy having fun and Working Hard no time bLOGG!!
hahas the first week is all fun and laughters in camp :]
hahas i was like sooo happy then lurrs...
second weeks went for work interview and goT the JOB AT LAST!
hahas then started work.
EVERYONE WAS NICE TO ME :D
hahas i thought i was going to get bullied but they took care of me :]
imm the youngest kidd there
btw i worked as an waiter :D
walking around is sooo depleting my ENERGY ><
haiis anywayys its cus im poor ><><
i wanns branded stuffs XD
haiis anywayys having fun is one thing attitude is another...

everything WAS ok.

but i think this moodswing thinggy is getting onto me.
well i think everytime my life changes i change with it.
and i dont understand why im getting easier and easier agitated ...
i just go OMG over small matters...
well everyone just hates me rite now ba,, i predict ...
i dont blame you guys...
well i have to say sorry.. to everyone thats been there when i go 'Crazy'
well SORRY GUYS!!!
haiis...
this world just issnt fair...
but one thing is,, everyone loses out in the end of a fight...

well,, this is for someone...
i just wanna know why you are angry..
i dont understand why we have to go so crazy over this stupid matters..
this ,, i think is the first time we quarrelled..
before i begin... well sorry budd...
this was all that happened in my side of the story
here it goes:
it was around the moring when you smsed me rite?
i was playing this game called maple story...
i was in the private server...
i went to the stupid showa 'ahma' boss
then soloed it zz.
took me so dame long to kill it =.-''
half way thought , my phone rang..
my bro was sleeping so i quickly pressed read and then closed the msg even before taking a glance at the msg.
thinking that i will remember i left it on the shelves .
well then someone else msged me during the after noon when i was.. i think i was eating snacks and watching tv then...
i replied.
then in the night the 1st person send me one super LONNNGGG msg and frm tt day on, we DID NOT TALKED.
Thats all ba.
i dont need an explaination,, im just asking for an answer to why you are angry and why am i saying sorry...
once again sorry..

haiis.

2008-06-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

well nothing much today,, looking for jobs?
lols cousin helpps me...
well i missed my phone..
haiiss...

well i only found out what i need more other than my phone..
i found out that i miss you more than my phone...
baby,, i love you... i hope i have that chance.

gawwdds

2008-06-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

everyones.. i hav a newws,,
TT i lost my fone...
well details later.

well the camp was fun but in a mess o.o
well everything wasnt going smoothly but the funny thing is everyone liked itt :]

ahahs...
well i hav to apologise to aloy for giving him attitude when going home..
i kinnda have some mood swing...
i dont noe why...
i just can have two different personalities.
well letts hope ill gett better...

well after thatt day,, i went to jurong point to buy pressies for almo ang :}
with lovell and fionna :]
well it was fun we took loads of photos.. buy my handfone ,, gone.

haiis today ,, i LOST my phone!!!
went to watch chongkak,,
lost my phone lost my phone lost my phone.
TT
super wish tt some one cared.. exept for the police...
=.=
still... i feel bad...
haiis...
byebyes...

post for morning :]

2008-05-31T13:42:00.000+08:00

Starting time:1.52pm
Name:weiihao
Sister/s:None
Brother/s: 2.
Shoe size:13? lol i wear super bigg dhoes on small leggs :]
Height:172 CM
What are you wearing right now?
baggy shorts andd short sleeve formal.
Where do you live?
admiralty
Favorite Number:5
Favorite Drinks:all kinds off coffee
Favorite Months: october :]
Favorite Breakfast:as long as coffee is there... NO MILK without CEREALS!!

***********Have You Ever***********

Been in a hot tub:no.
Swam in the ocean:yeahh! almost drown =.=
Fallen asleep in school: DUHHH
Fell off your chair:yeah and im still doing it ==
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:yea... a few times... most of thems are emty waits.
Saved e-mails:YEAHH
Been cheated on:no.. but i noe the felling of breaking up and i noe being cheated on will be worst

***********What is************
Whats right beside you? my hand fone. always beside me i think.
What is the last thing you ate?lunch?

----------Ever Had----------
Chicken pox:Yeah ARGG~~
Sore throat:yes.. cant SInG~
Stitches:yeahs... painns...
Broken nose:NEVER

----------Do You------------------
Believe in love at first sight?yeahh
Like picnics? with a person i love... only.. on the beach? WOW LOVE IT

-------Who--------------------
Who last made you smile?er... her... cheered me up with just 2 -3 SMSes xD
Who did you last yell at?o.o glan? one sucky guy( dint bother to rmb his name )
HE CANT HEAR WHEN NORMAL PEOPLE TALKS

----------Final Questions-------------
What are you listening to right now? all i need is you (by the click five)
What did you do today? lols sleep reply sms.. having idiothic thoughts and thinking of thinggs
Hate someone in your family? NO LAR
Good singer? NO
Diamond or pearl? o.o ROCK.
Are you the oldest? yes? in sec 3 robotic :] no.
Indoors or outdoors? outdoors ! i give me LIFE

------------Today did you--------------
Talk to someone you love?no but i may corll her :] or she may call me :]
Kiss anyone?no.
Get sick?sore thorat
Talked to an ex:yea shes now my official meii
Eat Dinner:NO?

------Last person who---------
You talked to on the phone?Vivian

-------------Random---------------
Have a crush on someone?DUHH
What books are you reading right now? lols text books?
Best feelings in the world:lols when nothing is bothering my mind but here
Do u sleep with stuffed animals?YES!
What's under your bed?basketballs?
Favorite locations:beach
Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like?i think so.
Who do you really hate? SORRY GLAN its you.
You lonely right now?NAH
hat time is it now?2.21pm
The people I tagged : Anyone who want to do this quiz...
Bye ppl(:

TodaYY

2008-05-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

lols...
itts... quite busy and... quite fun but still i think itts worth it.
well,, being able to see everything work out in the end of the dayy..
the hard work pays off :]

hahas

well i woke upp in the morning ,, haha~! last dy need to wake upp att 6 !!
lols went to school,,
then singing athem was funn ,, can ask alviss and qh or aloy whatt happen,,
hahas ,,
then kena called to hall prepare for the thinggs...
lols when the schools came,, it was start work for us inspectors..
lols robots were so small and kelian okayes?
they are predicted by me to be smashed by the other bigbig robots.
in the end,, they did get smashed,,
:]
bad news is tt im rite
but the good news is that they did fix itt back.

lols...
i did really like the robot form canberra pri!!!
but some robot smased it...
lols imm super sorry never help you guys get judges award!!!....
:[

well...
it was just another day of hard work!
and miss sum WE MISS YOU!!
come back more often kayes?
:D
and the other missing teachers!
pls still come back :]

well it was ... cool ...
and my class won 3rd!!!
CONGRATS GUYS!!!
tts all?

and i LOVE EVERYONE I NOE hahas exept the you noe whos!!
:]
LOves 1e1 o6 , 2e1 o7, 3e3 o8
;D

well thatts all...

well theres always this part in my posts...
im dure im not the only guys thatts maybe defined as '3mo'
everyone has their sad moments...
they just realese their problems differently...
so please... dont tease people ....
everyone is the same...
they just need to ,, well.. express their feelings...

and... well i dont really like to call people names...
it just like will start a fight...?
well i dont like to create troubles...
but well people just dont know whan to stop...
sometimes... it will just hurt one's feeling...
it really hurts me ...
well ill just say it out....
i dont like to be called a dog...
well if thatts too much... and if you think it will hurt me...
well,, what do you think making fun of my sirname and family ,, issit so fun..?
well... i NEVER insulted you first..
why cant i just have... someone that care... just stop insulting...
and even dogs also have feelings...

well love...
itts about understanding what you want...
and what she need...
itts not just about you love her...
she just have to love you...
my mistake last time...was that well.. i tried too hard to please her in the wrong way...
if im going to be given one more chance,, even if its someone else...
ill not try ,, but i am willing to give in everything just to understand what she really needs...
also... take time to understand her...
i want to have forever... and ever...

2008-05-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

being tagged byy vivian to do this (:

1) Do you wish to get married?
ermms yeahhs bahhs hahahas and have kidds blahblahs~~

2) What do you want the most now?
ermms...nth much...freedom...?

3) What would you like to eat?
CHOCOLATES!

4) What is the thing you want if you have the power to create miracle?
it will be true love bahhs :x

5) Do you think you have enough confidence?
er... idk... im always lack of confidence on everythingg i do...

6) Are you satisfied with youself?
yes...But no... o.o idk whatt imm sayying

7) What are you afraid to lose now?
the only thinggs i have? friendship...? and family bahhs....

8) Do you believe in eternity love?
yes... i once lost faith.. but now... yes again :]

9) What do you do when you feel hurt?
go to the beach and just keep quiet ...
,, blast music... and just close my eyes...
best if i can stay till the morning...
the sunset and rise always cheers me upp ....

10) Who do you want to see right now?
... her...?

11) What is the best thing that ever happened in your life?
everytime im in love...

12) Why is it difficult to let go of someone you love?
simple ... b'cuz... i love her,, i love her and lastly i love her too much...
without knowing it... she had became everything i need ...
she had became everything i rely on ...
she had became everything of mine...
...

13) Will you be moody, sad or ring up your friend?
maybe... bahhs... but all ill do is make someone's life miserable... tts why ...

14) What do you regret most in your life?
thats the last secret i will tell someone...

15) Do you treasure your family?
even if i hate them ... i still love them somehow...

16) Are you satisfied with your life now?
abit bahhs, but still i have to do something...more... in my life...

17) If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
YES... i will...

18) Ever had a near death experience?
cool? but ive never tried tt... i will want to have a NDE though xD but not Die accidentally...

19) Have you ever walked in the rain?
lol not only tt... i triend b balling,, stone(ing),, screaming.. and even sleeping :]

20) Have you ever loved someone so much, that you would want to give up everything just for him/her?
yes... shes my first... but im only willing to give up everything exept her...

tagged: .... blahh everyone tts hadd not did itt and read it here :]

...

2008-05-17T08:13:00.000+08:00

SADS...
today cannot go sembawang parrk :[
lols...
aloy cnt go out..
i no hp T.T
SORRY VIVIAN >< color="#cc0000">
hahas ...
super sian dayy.
i wanna go banggs headds!
lols
lalalas...

BLAsTinG SONgs INTO My Ears!!
ThE CliCk 5 RocKs!!
woohoos!!
:]

x33 iLy
:]

i have this wish...
just one simple wish...
i ve always wanted to watch the sun set with someone i love...
i never had this chance...
dorts...
maybe to you itts kinnda silly...
but its all i want...
forever is good but...
things just don't always go the way i want...
haiis...

haiis
im just soooo jealous...
everytime i see her walk away with some other girl...
thatt bitter feeling haunts me...
issit so wrong to just love someone...?
okayes... it may be wrong...
but for her... imm gonna risk it....
:[

hahahas :] LOL

2008-05-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

Being tag by Aloy to do this quiz
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs& replace any questions that they dislike with a new questionformulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
well,, depends.. if i love her that much... i will cry ba... break down maybe...?

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be loved by her... thats the only wish i want.

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
having someone i love alot as my bride? i thinkk thatts the only thingg i would want...

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yarrs off cuz.. my fate i challenging me alot...

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
ermms... loving...? as long as she loves me the way i love her :]

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
well... i think none... cuz love won't be complete without both right?

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
really love?... that would be forever...

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
well i will pray for them to have a super long relationship bahh...

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yeahhs... i wish there won't be jealousy in this world... :[

#10 What do you want most in life?
sucess...

#11 Is being tagged fun?
ermm how should i react? LOL like tt? " THANKS FOR TAGGING:]"

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
matured? lols.

#13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
ermms... heerr *lalalas~*

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
haiis haii hao bahhs. EMO :]

#15 Would you rather be single&rich or married but poor?
see who 1st :]

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
go back to sleep for the first time i wake upp? then the second time wake up cuz i think tt i may be late for sth?

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
yes! cuz she WILL be someone i love alot! :] if not we won't be in tt relationship in the first place :]

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
ehh... o.o WOW COOOL! i wont chose... cuz i won't know who i really love...

#19 What type of friends do you like?
kinds i can share secrets with freely and he/she care for me. :]

#20 If you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
LAUGH LOR!! lols then decide how to make him / her feel better.

8 person I have tagged : qi huang,, serene,, fiona,, vivian,, vivian poh,, jasmine,, jialin,, aileen

2008-05-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

lols kicked back into blogging :]
now super late lerrs
to me larrs
hahas
im super into sleeping now adays...
i think thats the only way for me to forget bout things ba...
unhappy thinggs...
haiis...
now adays ,, dunn noee whyys ... keep thinking bout her...
getting super jealous of guyys aroundd herr...
omg...
im so crazy over her...
siann...

i dun really blogg last few days cuz you see...
EVERYTIME I BLOG,, I WILL REMEMBER ALL THIS SADSAD THINGGS!
haiis...
diaoos...
im mad...
and crazy...
over herr...

hhaas last feww dayys only ( becuz slept too much duno which dayy lerr )
watched 'what happens in vegas'
hahas so cool ><
im like soo LOL
hahas this movie rocks xD

hahahs i dunn thinkk going to schll hav thinggy to do lurrs,,
whole day just sleep.

like you see... im CRAZY ova you...
i cannot stand not looking at you...
i cannot stand looking at you talking to guyys too...
idk butt i think im getting some kindd of over jealousyy thinggy
i just want a chance to make you happy...
haiis...

LASTT POST BEFORE MYE xD

2008-04-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

NOTE!!

LOLS THIS IS THE LAST TIME I WILL BLOGG
before mye off cuz.

you will see miee back after mye de.

arggghhh!
super stressed out by my dad...
he is like so.. i hate him lor.
belive me.
he uses everything i cannot live without to treaten me...
i supper feelling like sue(ing) him lurrs...
SERIOUS.
arrggh!
i need to pass eveerythingg sia ...
even CL!!!
T.T
now his treatening me tt he will stop my studies.
what kind of a person is he?
first wannts me to study now trying to stop me from studing.
carp... i really cannot stand him le lurrs.
all this probless are stressing me outt.. i need a good time out...
serious LARR...

crap... okayes be imm going back to mugging le
stopping heres bahhs.

you know who you are rite..?
and you know i love you...
but why...
why cant i just tell you face to face.
i know im in love.
im always sitting there... watching you.
i really don't know how to ask...
and ... you still have not tell me who you like...
im so confused...

call it a happy or sad day...?

2008-04-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

it was a nice day, bad afternoon and a hungry nite.

DAY
o6.oo am. my alarm rang.
i kept on pressing on my fone everytime it rang WITH MY EYES CLOSED :]
wehen i woke up,, it was 7.oo am LOL
i bath, then walked around the house.
when it was 7.3o am i rushed to admirlty mrt mac.
i though i was just in time though
it was aroung 8.oo
then i waited and waited.
then i smsed kelly to ask.
lols she told me they are meeting at 8.3o am.
lols im such an early bird :]
lols then she came thenn tell me edison over slept
then i smsed vivian (she also kindda over slept.)
lols then kelly refused to eat cuz the toy for happy meal is not hello kitty -.-
i ate hot cakes...
and she timed me -.-
i ate for around 3o minutes rite?
- with out finnishing the small sized coke.
lols then we went to CHURCH
it wass all fun :]
i really teared when worship(ing)
lols luckily no one saww i think :]
hahas.
so high there sia,, i love it too much there.
but sad is tt next week and the week after cnt go...
mye going on....
there is 3 new members!
they are cure larrs
went home early wishing tt i will please my parents..
i slept the whole way in mrt
thank god fiona waked me upp.

AFTERNOON
i went home quite early.
then it rained.
i thought i will please my dad though... cuz i went out too early...
okaye i dont blame him for taking my fone away...
i locked myself up in the room again ,, blasting my musics at myself...
then my bro kept comming in and irritating me...
okaye i dont mind.
he is still 'small'
he have attitude problem,,and also a complain king.
suddenly my computer hanged.
he came in again.
obviously trying to irritate me again.
i just accidentally trew bad phrase at him then he shutted on my door and walked out.
he told my dad .
then he came in blaming everything on me
WOW AGAIN MY FAULT!?
thank dad. if you had not took me into this life...
i may not be able to be your 'punching bagg ' tt you use to trow your verbal anger on.(still have to thnk god not physical)
wow and thank you because i am able to find my new best friend,, jesus. THANK YOU.
anyways !! praise the lord !! :]

nite
im just not planning to eat for the nite.
:]

girl,, so do i stand a chance in your heart?
is you heart willing to hold me in it?
i know im in love with you.
i know im in love becsuae i get jealous all over you.
when ever you talk to a guy ,,
everything you do...i worry about you
i know im in love...
give me a chance to fill you heart with my love.
...
tts all...for today...

13.o4.o8 & 14.o4.o8 and after long time of non bloging , 2o.o4.o8

2008-04-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

13.o4.o8

yesterday was funn :D

lols church will always be nice.

not only friends ,, but only there i find my peace.

only there that i will be able to feel my lord and hear his peace at the highest.

also i wont forget :D

friends i madde there xD

you rock guys xD

theres one super loves to take pictures de

hahas in the end i took his pic ,,

he is NOT normal xD

normal people will turn away when people tries to take their pictures without them noticing rite?

when i took his pic,, he turned ova :P

LOL so dumbdumb.

2o.o4.o8

today was flag day.

it was kindda fun,, loved itt quite alot ba.

me, alvin, james, tqh, kenneth, charlie :], zhan hua and dolly,, we started together.

it was quite stupid to walk in such a large groupe de..

but we still did it hahas [ we ARE stupidd ]

i started with the least,10 ... cents :]

they all gort loads of money in their can man!

obviously,, we started slacking even before we collected any money.

we was kinnda playfull so we played basketball for quite awhile lols.

then we started to stick our stickers on our tins,

im the MORE creative guy there xD

so i act smart go stick on my cap -.-

hahas.

then i ran into the 'mama shop'(mini mart) and started collecting money from the uncle :x

they came in eventually.

then wanna make uncle pokai.

all call him donate -.-

hahas we went to woodlands then started slacking again.

this time in mac.

hahas.

so cool sia, i had my second breakfirst there -.-

we slacked for duno how long then went up to collect donations again.

lols it was fun, but it takes quite alot of courage to ask ppl.

im SO afrain that ill get REJECTED :]

hahas they where all kind hearted :]

some gave 10 cents and some gave 2 dollars xD

they are cool man

i was so supprised that someone will give a 2dollars donation there.

lols eventually the rest of them slacked again.

hahas

i did not man!

i kept on going hahas.

but im now also sick of the phrase ' excuse me sir / mdm, would you like to make a donation?,, thank you !' hahas so sian.

then we gave to tins back at aroud 12 ++ then i headded home ,, thatts all ba.

even i had that good time...

what for?...

i mean you wasnt there...

all i want is you to be happy...

just stay happy okayes?.

FORGET.

2008-04-12T15:44:00.000+08:00

notice why this blog is emty?
its not a new blog.
but i've decided to forget everything in the past.
i cant change it right.
so forgeting the bad memories is what ill do...

so this is the new,, or maybe old me.
care free?
NOPES!
i cant suddenly not like anyone rite?!
hahas!
im still worried about one thing...
about her.
maybe next time ill post the rest of the happenings.
hahas
i love my new friends xD.
hahas they rock man :)

hahas.
still,,

if i ask her to be my stead,, will she accept me?
and even if she accepted, will she be happy?
i want the best for her.
i want her to be happy.
i've hurt someones feeling before.
and what worst is i dont even know how i hurt her.
im so 'sotong' aready,, how can i make someone happy?

still i will ask...her... :)