LASTT POST BEFORE MYE xD

NOTE!!

LOLS THIS IS THE LAST TIME I WILL BLOGG
before mye off cuz.

you will see miee back after mye de.

arggghhh!
super stressed out by my dad...
he is like so.. i hate him lor.
belive me.
he uses everything i cannot live without to treaten me...
i supper feelling like sue(ing) him lurrs...
SERIOUS.
arrggh!
i need to pass eveerythingg sia ...
even CL!!!
T.T
now his treatening me tt he will stop my studies.
what kind of a person is he?
first wannts me to study now trying to stop me from studing.
carp... i really cannot stand him le lurrs.
all this probless are stressing me outt.. i need a good time out...
serious LARR...

crap... okayes be imm going back to mugging le
stopping heres bahhs.

you know who you are rite..?
and you know i love you...
but why...
why cant i just tell you face to face.
i know im in love.
im always sitting there... watching you.
i really don't know how to ask...
and ... you still have not tell me who you like...
im so confused...

call it a happy or sad day...?

it was a nice day, bad afternoon and a hungry nite.

DAY
o6.oo am. my alarm rang.
i kept on pressing on my fone everytime it rang WITH MY EYES CLOSED :]
wehen i woke up,, it was 7.oo am LOL
i bath, then walked around the house.
when it was 7.3o am i rushed to admirlty mrt mac.
i though i was just in time though
it was aroung 8.oo
then i waited and waited.
then i smsed kelly to ask.
lols she told me they are meeting at 8.3o am.
lols im such an early bird :]
lols then she came thenn tell me edison over slept
then i smsed vivian (she also kindda over slept.)
lols then kelly refused to eat cuz the toy for happy meal is not hello kitty -.-
i ate hot cakes...
and she timed me -.-
i ate for around 3o minutes rite?
- with out finnishing the small sized coke.
lols then we went to CHURCH
it wass all fun :]
i really teared when worship(ing)
lols luckily no one saww i think :]
hahas.
so high there sia,, i love it too much there.
but sad is tt next week and the week after cnt go...
mye going on....
there is 3 new members!
they are cure larrs
went home early wishing tt i will please my parents..
i slept the whole way in mrt
thank god fiona waked me upp.

AFTERNOON
i went home quite early.
then it rained.
i thought i will please my dad though... cuz i went out too early...
okaye i dont blame him for taking my fone away...
i locked myself up in the room again ,, blasting my musics at myself...
then my bro kept comming in and irritating me...
okaye i dont mind.
he is still 'small'
he have attitude problem,,and also a complain king.
suddenly my computer hanged.
he came in again.
obviously trying to irritate me again.
i just accidentally trew bad phrase at him then he shutted on my door and walked out.
he told my dad .
then he came in blaming everything on me
WOW AGAIN MY FAULT!?
thank dad. if you had not took me into this life...
i may not be able to be your 'punching bagg ' tt you use to trow your verbal anger on.(still have to thnk god not physical)
wow and thank you because i am able to find my new best friend,, jesus. THANK YOU.
anyways !! praise the lord !! :]

nite
im just not planning to eat for the nite.
:]

girl,, so do i stand a chance in your heart?
is you heart willing to hold me in it?
i know im in love with you.
i know im in love becsuae i get jealous all over you.
when ever you talk to a guy ,,
everything you do...i worry about you
i know im in love...
give me a chance to fill you heart with my love.
...
tts all...for today...

13.o4.o8 & 14.o4.o8 and after long time of non bloging , 2o.o4.o8

13.o4.o8

yesterday was funn :D

lols church will always be nice.

not only friends ,, but only there i find my peace.

only there that i will be able to feel my lord and hear his peace at the highest.

also i wont forget :D

friends i madde there xD

you rock guys xD

theres one super loves to take pictures de

hahas in the end i took his pic ,,

he is NOT normal xD

normal people will turn away when people tries to take their pictures without them noticing rite?

when i took his pic,, he turned ova :P

LOL so dumbdumb.

2o.o4.o8

today was flag day.

it was kindda fun,, loved itt quite alot ba.

me, alvin, james, tqh, kenneth, charlie :], zhan hua and dolly,, we started together.

it was quite stupid to walk in such a large groupe de..

but we still did it hahas [ we ARE stupidd ]

i started with the least,10 ... cents :]

they all gort loads of money in their can man!

obviously,, we started slacking even before we collected any money.

we was kinnda playfull so we played basketball for quite awhile lols.

then we started to stick our stickers on our tins,

im the MORE creative guy there xD

so i act smart go stick on my cap -.-

hahas.

then i ran into the 'mama shop'(mini mart) and started collecting money from the uncle :x

they came in eventually.

then wanna make uncle pokai.

all call him donate -.-

hahas we went to woodlands then started slacking again.

this time in mac.

hahas.

so cool sia, i had my second breakfirst there -.-

we slacked for duno how long then went up to collect donations again.

lols it was fun, but it takes quite alot of courage to ask ppl.

im SO afrain that ill get REJECTED :]

hahas they where all kind hearted :]

some gave 10 cents and some gave 2 dollars xD

they are cool man

i was so supprised that someone will give a 2dollars donation there.

lols eventually the rest of them slacked again.

hahas

i did not man!

i kept on going hahas.

but im now also sick of the phrase ' excuse me sir / mdm, would you like to make a donation?,, thank you !' hahas so sian.

then we gave to tins back at aroud 12 ++ then i headded home ,, thatts all ba.

even i had that good time...

what for?...

i mean you wasnt there...

all i want is you to be happy...

just stay happy okayes?.

FORGET.

notice why this blog is emty?
its not a new blog.
but i've decided to forget everything in the past.
i cant change it right.
so forgeting the bad memories is what ill do...

so this is the new,, or maybe old me.
care free?
NOPES!
i cant suddenly not like anyone rite?!
hahas!
im still worried about one thing...
about her.
maybe next time ill post the rest of the happenings.
hahas
i love my new friends xD.
hahas they rock man :)

hahas.
still,,

if i ask her to be my stead,, will she accept me?
and even if she accepted, will she be happy?
i want the best for her.
i want her to be happy.
i've hurt someones feeling before.
and what worst is i dont even know how i hurt her.
im so 'sotong' aready,, how can i make someone happy?

still i will ask...her... :)